Just a quick note for today. I've been with my husband for over 13 years. There are days when I want to move out and divorce him and days when I can tolerate him. After 13 years the days of wanting to be with him aren't there anymore. I like him, yet can't stand him at the same time. Our sex life is boring, dull, no passion, but adequit I think. Once we get going it's not bad, but there really isn't any foreplay to speak of. Why do men think that pinching a woman's tit will get them going all the time. Don't they realize we have other parts that work. My mother say's maybe I should put on a nice teddy or do something to get him going. Hell, I'd have better luck getting a puppy to piss on the floor. Sometimes I think we stay togethor only because neither one of us can afford to move. Yeah I know this sounds totally pathetic but I think it's the truth.

I'm signed up with an agency to start assessing me regarding training or work. I want to get out of this house and soon. Ron, my husband, is also starting to do something threw unemployment. Not having any money to see a show or go for a drive is really getting on all of our nerves. I'm hoping that when we both are working again or going to school we can focus out lives on something fun. Like traveling, I'd love to travel. Maybe even far far away from here.