Habit of hasty decisions.

I always want to fix things without thinking of the results. I need to have an auto breaking system built into my brain which would force me to slow down. But then the "I know everything" syndrome would take over and a battle would then ensue which would only end up with me having a headache. Talk about seeing the glass half empty. Let's face it. We all wish we could make better judgements. If we could we doormats wouldn't be struggling with out issue's. Part of being a doormat is also part of being co-dependant. From what I understand, being co-dependant is when we put others needs before us even when our actions aren't in our best interests. WE ARE PEOPLE PLEASER'S TO THE MAX. Then when we stand up for ourselves our family's react in disgust. "Your the problem" they say. Well dahhh!, of course I'm the problem. I'm your problem because I will not put up with your crap anymore. I can stand up for myself and if YOU have a problem with that then you have the problem.
Did I just make any sense?

Moving on, My husband starts school tomorrow and I'm going to enjoy having my home to myself again. I'm looking into some volunteer work to get out some. I enjoy working with people and I've heard that being a volunteer can be very rewarding. Maybe I'll even make some friends. I'd love to have friends over for diner. I'm becoming a pretty good cook.

I called my mother yesterday to say I was sorry for all the trouble I gave to her when I was growing up. My 20 year old son is living with me while he goes to college and getting him to do the dishes is like pulling a tooth from a gorilla. I can't wait until he has kids of his own.

Later.